I think… i will move back to my old blog. i am too lazy to add tag boards here or whatsoever. so… from this post onwards lets go back to BLOGSPOT.
princesshelga.blogspot.com
see you there 
This is week 3 of uni. BLAH!!
Finally, i feel busy! HA. lol its not like i like to be busy or what. it’s just to state the point that: it’s a misconception to assume that the laid back lifestyle equals a more relaxing education system in Australia. NO. the truth is there are still things to do. and they are heaps of things. but may be, not as bad as singapore’s unis. haha.
I realise something this week. It’s really pathetic living alone. it’s like you gotta do your own dishes, cooks (although i don’t cook lol.), do your own laundry, vacuum your room, clean the room and the floor, toilet, bed, groceries... okay the list goes on. you get my point! sometimes, when i did my dishes, i would think – damn, i miss my home. i miss SG! but i think it’s time for me to be independent right. SIGH. haha. i hate growing up.
Still, the worst part of being in melbourne is to live alone. in uni, it’s not so bad i have got friends to hang out with. but when i am at home at night, it just doesnt feel right. it’s like, who am i supposed to to talk to when i take a break from my works? 
i miss SG! i miss my roomie whom i will always talks to, jokes with, plays bla bla… whenever i was home back from sch. oh OCTOBER. i am so looking forward to when i finally could move in with cicilia. it would definitely be much better!
I feel that today is like a bad day to me. lol.
First, the fire alarm went off at 5.50! and it was a false one. imagine that! i was sleeping so soundly and then… tet tot tet tot. UGH. so i went down in my pyjamas to find out that actually, it’s a FALSE one. plus the cold i get from winter morning. great.
Second, for some reason, after the false fire alarm… the water heater doesn’t work so i had to bathe in cold shower. in winter. double the coldness.
Third, i ended up late for class cos the tram was busy. means packed. yeah for like 4 times?
Fourth, my accounting task couldn’t balance. i know this doesn’t count. but we need a lil but of luck in doing accounting right
YAH, so there goes my Tuesday. HAHA. i know this post may make melbourne sounds like a sad saddd place to live. IT’S NOT. it’s just me, releasing my stress by doing a lot of whining. LOL.
PS.i hope you guys had a better Tuesday than mine. xoxo.
assignments drive me crazy! arrh is like what am i supposed to do. gosh. lol
Uni is great this week. tutorials had started and i made some new friends! haha. but its rather like hang our friends for a particular day cos everybody has a different schedule everyday, so its kindda difficult to bond with people.
i know, sounds pathetic. haha but if you live here in melbourne and go to uni of melbourne, it is very normal to go everywhere alone. but people here are really friendly, so its easy to strike up a conversation with a total starnger. haha. its like “hey, so hows uni?” and there you go.
and some tutors are hot. lol. they are honors student of the uni so yea. you got what i mean. haha
I haven’t been blogging for a while. So sorry haha… may be settling down in melbourne makes me lazier and lazier. LOL. So, you guys have been wondering how my life is here! First of all, Melbourne is cold. i mean like 5 deg. seriously. Secondly, I got to shop for winter and spring clothings! HA. a reason to be happy about living here in melbourne. People walking down the city’s street are like walking down a catwalk, parading their latest collection of winter clothings. FAB! it feels different. liberating.
Next, Melbourne uni is huge. and apparently you call your lecturers by their first name not their title. So, for example, if your teacher’s name is Anna, you don’t go calling her Mrs. Anna nor Prof. Anna. You call her Anna, as simple as that. Its also a culture to say “hi, how are you doing” to people, everytime you meet them. even those you don’t know. Thus, it’s really easy to make friends here. i mean “friend, friend”. yeah you got my point. HAHA. Also, Melb uni has many interesting clubs, namely food interest society, chocolate lovers, baking club, etc.
The food here is frigging expensive. like 7.50 bucks for a bowl of soup. Imagine that! But the portion served is a gigantic one too. lol. oh ya, the sushi here is cheap. a whole roll of sushi costs us like 2 bucks.
I miss sg oh yeah. esp all the nights out. vibrant people at home. all my friends. haha i wont waste a time at home during weekend in sg. But here, the stores are closed at 5 and people stop working at 4. yeah, all of us slack at home. the first few days were hard on me but now, i look at it as my new lifestyle. laid back. why rush? HAHAHA.
Last thing. I like aussie accent.
I am looking down
at my little hidden soul.
They said yes
so does it mean yes.
We know deep down
we were one.
Were.
Never gonna turn it back,
never gonna get it back.
There were too many what-ifs,
we didn’t know which one to choose.
Therefore we drifted.
Sometimes we wonder how life would be
if we did it differently.
Now that the wheel is turning,
we ask ourselves.
Sometimes we are so lost
we couldn’t even see our old selves.
How did we get ourselves into this?
How did we end up here?
None to blame.
People made mistakes.
But too many mistakes
dry one’s soul.
Sometimes we wonder,
why did we let the wheels turn fast,
out of control.
Are we scared that we would miss it
if we let it go for a second.
May be,
too many things happen
too little time to think.
May be that’s why people stop thinking. (read: brain)
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle.
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle.
I don’t know where to go,
Can’t do it alone
I’ve tried, but i don’t know why.
I’m just a little girl lost in the moment,
I’m so scared but i don’t show it.
I can’t figure it out,
It’s bringing me down
I know, I’ve got to let it go.
Time won’t wait.
It’s 5th of July. and next Thursday, 16th of July, I’ll be on my way to Melbourne. Let’s rewind. Last year, everything i knew and everything i lived for was for A level.
Last year was fun, albeit the stress was killing me physically and mentally but i had enjoyable days everyday because i met wonderful people everyday of my life. Now, out of school and I miss those people a lot, that school! haha. ’cause when i hung out with them life seemed so carefree, there’s nothing to be worried about and nothing to think about. ( other than studies of course ) I miss you guys.
I won’t worry my life away because i know my life worth more than that.
It’s been a month since i was back for visa’s health check up. and.. i’m still waiting for the visa to be out. It should be out soon, i think. i hope.
Anyway, let’s talk about more interesting stuff. My trip to jkt – puncak – bandung! It was such a blast so cool. Jkt has like countless shopping centres. They are cool and huge or may be better than Singapore. haha I sound like an indonesian loser who doesn’t know her own capital well. lol But for the food, I would say I prefer Medan cos the food is more original and yummy! Overall, Jkt trip was fun. The people i met were very friendly, not like what people would normally say about Jkt. Plus, it is very safe. In fact, I prefer Jkt to Medan because i personally think that Medan community are more segregated. if u know what i mean.
Puncak and Bandung is awesome. Puncak has great weather and its like a paradise. hahaa may be not the puncak itself but my friend’s villa is obviously a paradise. It is so beautiful with a Balinese theme. While Bandung is another type of paradise. a shopping paradise
I am in a boat of life. When the storm comes, I cringe in fear is what I fear most. When the storm comes, I stand in pride is what I wish for. When the sea is calm, take me out for a ride. Show me the world. But don't expect more because I am untouchable. Let this boat explore the world, Let it flow. So don't take it away, because it's not time yet. When it finally stops, It will find itself a harbor, ready to shelter her.
